Colour me, With Love...

|| Thursday, May 15, 2008 ||

*sings* Baby boy wont u push it up on me

up on me harder..

(that is a song called aaja kurieh and i changed the girl to boy)

Im really feeling the pressure in my course already. I dun think i can do it anymore.

Recently, i have been having constant migraine. It has been quite a while my migraine hasnt bothered me.

But now it is coming really very often.

I dun trust the medicines the doctors prescribe cos it has no effect.

Frankly, i dun think i can finish the course in freaking NYP.

So i have decided to check up on private diploma in early childhood education.

I knw, i also said i wanted to go NIE, ya i got rejected! FK!!

So now i m trying my luck. I really have to do this. I cant be sitting here and do shit in NYP.

I am not others cos i am ME. Only i knw my capabilties and i knw

i can nv excel in freakin IT!

I just hope my parents wld understand. I dun wan to let my baby down too. He knws i cant do this. He knows that i wanna go teaching.

WENT TO CLASS

Im feeling soo fked up now.(time: 3.18pm)

BACK to BLOG

Now time; (4.07pm)

I am alone in the library. I didnt knw the library is this crowded. Oh my!!

Where does the crowd come from anyway. Im not in a good mood. Feeling pretty uptight and pissed.

I dunno why i am feeling this way but yeah heck it for now.

Anyway, i think i got a admirer in NYP itself. I guess he is in year 1 and i doubt he knws i knw hw to speak in tamil.

Where i saw him: During my lab on tues, he was with his classmates and one of his girl classmate also wear tudung. So he told her tt, got one tudung girl here who looks like u.

He said it loud enuf for me to hear.. i looked at him a bit preplexed.. He just smiled at me. Den after my lesson when i was leaving, he gave cat call -.-

I knew he wanted me to turn bt yeah i didnt care. Haha

Den i saw him tdy, thurs. He saw me when he was heading to the lib and i was near the lib stairs. He smiled. He didnt jus look away, he jus kept looking. I looked a bit and smiled and he continued to smile. -.-*

Den i saw him again outside the lecture hall. He still looked and smiled!! A really wide smile. I looked and i smiled.. and he kept on smiling.

Eeeww..

So now his name is, "Redman". Cos he was seen wearing red in sch today. In fact, i just need entertainment in school.. thats why i entertain ppl like these guys.

I dun even give 2 eff for this ppl.

So ya, anyway haven seen him yet. HAHA

Current JOB: rotting in lib and listening to songs

Reson: Extreme long break till 6.40pm

Currently im into bangra.. love the beat. Keeps me going all day.

And it makes me wanna dance..